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I'm Alive​.​.​.​So It's Fine

by Landon Conrath

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1.
Finally saying what I didn’t say Feel like I’m seventeen I wouldn’t go, and now you’re mad at me I’m never good But you’re okay with that I’m looking for change Under your welcome mat I’m trying everything but honesty, it’s me Cause I don’t mind the way We lie and say we’re okay You and I know We’re phasing out slow, to pieces pieces You and I know We’re both falling to pieces, pieces And we look alive And see the the sky’s in pieces Pieces pieces Waterfalls have always been a fear for me Sometimes you just hit your head And watch yourself get swept to sea It feels like we are not a masterpiece But you’re still singing along to the same old songs I played at 7th street Cause I don’t mind the way We lie and say we’re okay You and I know We’re phasing out slow, to pieces pieces You and I know We’re both falling to pieces, pieces And we look alive And see the the sky’s in pieces Pieces pieces I’m not alright
2.
Deep End 02:16
It’s like I’m always on the weekend Stuck in my bed while I think of you And it’s true It’s like I’m always in the deep end Flailing my hands in the air Knowing I can’t swim And I’m feeling fine when I’m home But I can’t deny that I hate myself I guess I’m overrated Maybe I should stop my playing Tell you just to go it alone but Maybe I’m gonna stay just like this Maybe I’m never gonna feel good about Anything anyone Am I just being dumb I’m alive but sometimes I just wanna be done She knows that I make all my money Faking my faith on a Wednesday night, I’m alright I drove out all the way to Philly it wasn’t sunny It’s clear now that I can’t win And I’m feeling fine when I’m home But I can’t deny that I hate myself I guess I’m overrated Maybe I should stop my playing Tell you just to go it alone but Maybe I’m gonna stay just like this Maybe I’m never gonna feel good about Anything anyone Am I just being dumb I’m alive but sometimes I just wanna be done
3.
November 03:07
Hey now I wanna scream cause lately you forgot about My place on your phone And somehow Everything sounds like fun until you breakdown Until you breakdown And I forgot my lines you know them well You’re spending all this time under my spell And now I’m taking my time on the floor I’m always acting like I know what’s happening Know what kinda car you’re driving in So tell me what’s wrong Trading my gold for silver Thought I knew just what it would cost We always end in November Always told you I woulda changed And I hate myself for that Falling on the floor don’t feel like I live here anymore I think you know, think you know Waiting too long for conversations Making you hate me losing patience now, patience now Trading my gold for silver Thought I knew just what it would cost We always end in November Always told you I woulda changed And I hate myself for that Broke up on Sunday, I’ll take all my pictures down Pictures down Won’t text your mom back you know that she freaks me out Freaks me out Coffee on the corner, talking to the cashier Saw your order in the pickup window Ask em if I messed up Knowing that I messed up No one can save me No one can save me it hurts Trading my gold for silver Thought I knew just what it would cost We always end in November Always something that I would change (Always told you I woulda changed) And I hate myself for that
4.
Broken 03:24
3am sipping coffee, I feel alone when I’m around you the most You don’t know that you hurt me Tears falling softly down the arm of my coat I’m not okay, I think i’m broken in my head But maybe that’s why you were so upset And I know I, have to try my very best To keep on existing like this I might have to move to the country And tell all my friends that I’m dead Then maybe you’d read up about me And think really hard about what you said I’m not okay, I always try to say I am But lately my life is just such a mess I bought a car and drove it off a bridge To tell all my friends that I don’t give a shit Almost moved like 10 times to Brooklyn You tripped on the sidewalk down on west 34th I can’t believe you chose to live in New Jersey And you’ll never leave you’re 10 feet deep in the dirt I’m not okay, I don’t need you to tell me that A swing and a miss with a baseball bat I bruised my rib, trying to prove that I can fly I keep my feet on the ground so you don’t ask why I might have to move to the country And tell all my friends that I’m dead Then maybe you’d read up about me And think really hard about what you said I’m not okay, I always try to say I am But lately my life is just such a mess I bought a car and drove it off a bridge To tell all my friends that I don’t give a shit
5.
I’m anxious Constantly worried and jaded I’m taking a quiz on the internet It told me that you’d die Would you see red If I stepped on a crack in the pavement? Is it a sign, is it fiction I’ve been writing in my head? You know it’s pointless Talking me down I try to fake it and you call me out Running in circles Scared to find out Try not to focus On if your plane crashed and I’m not on it Or the ocean floods your apartment I’m losing sleep and telling you I’m fine The longer I’m with you The more that I miss you Can’t let it go Already printed your photo For the wall at the funeral home Sure I’m reckless I act like it doesn’t affect us You could be surfing the internet and find out that I died You’d have break the news to my parents I’d leave you with the mortgage and payments It’d empty all the air from your rib cage Before you could say goodbye You know it’s pointless Talking me down I try to fake it and you call me out Running in circles Scared to find out Try not to focus On if your plane crashed and I’m not on it Or the ocean floods your apartment I’m losing sleep and telling you I’m fine The longer I’m with you The more that I miss you Can’t let it go Already printed your photo For the wall at the funeral home And if I’m honest It feels like I’m breaking my promise every time that I step out the door What if my plane crashed and you’re not on it Or the ocean floods my apartment I’m losing sleep and telling you I’m fine The longer I’m with you The more that I miss you Can’t let it go Already printed your photo For the wall at the funeral home Already printed your photo For the wall at the funeral home
6.
Already Dead 02:39
I sat all night You never came, I’m lying to my waiter It’s 10pm they’re closing soon Cause you were right And I was wrong How did I just get here And how did I not think this through A fake fight you’re not nice A misuse of a perfect goodbye In my mind We are already over Cause I hope You’re happy That I’m going nowhere I misspoke I'm sorry But I know it’s not our time Cause you’re not really worth the fight And yeah I hope you heard that right Cause I think I’m going under I read this novel The lovers die in chapter two Feels really similar to you A faded smile And my hair is unkept I always tried when you were mine Cause I hope You’re happy That I’m going nowhere I misspoke I'm sorry But I know it’s not our time Cause you’re not really worth the fight And yeah I hope you heard that right Cause I think I’m going under I’m really fading away Is this just all in my head I’d rather just end up dead I’m already dead Cause I’d do anything to rest This whole commotion in my chest I’m taking steps But I still tell myself I’m going nowhere I don’t give a shit about What you are doing lately And I hope you know Yeah I hope you know

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On the back of his debut album, Nothing Matters Anyway, and after nearly a year of touring with artists like Yam Haus, Windser, and Ber, Minneapolis songwriter, producer, and multi- instrumentalist Landon Conrath releases his EP I’m Alive... So It’s Fine.

What you will recognize in I'm Alive... So It’s Fine is Landon’s distinct sound of hook-based indie- pop. His smooth vocals, deeply personal lyrics, signature melodies, and simple but ear-sticking beats have defined his style and drawn in listeners by the millions. I’m Alive... So It’s Fine boasts a diverse musical landscape for Landon, highlighting his unique playfulness, and fresh approach to songwriting.

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released September 29, 2023

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